I didn't believe that I would ever write a post like this. Ever.
I say that because I don't think it's really sunk in yet.
These are words that I never thought I would ever say again. Here goes.
I. am. single.
After five and a half years, I have no regrets. I do feel like someone ripped my heart out of my chest without anaesthetic.
I am crushed.
I know that it's over and that there is no turning back and I know that it is for the best, but it doesn't mean I'm OK with that or that it's any easier. It was amicable too. Again. This doesn't make it easier.
I have learnt (I always knew, really, but it's times like these that remind me to be grateful) that I have the most incredible support structure. My family is incredible and so giving, my friends have dropped everything to be by my side, complete with a bottle of wine and the person I work with has made me laugh and given me such encouragement that I wouldn't know how to get through work without him.
Each day at a time. It's not even 24 hours yet and yet I feel like it's been 24 years.
These are words that I never thought I would ever say again. Here goes.
I. am. single.
After five and a half years, I have no regrets. I do feel like someone ripped my heart out of my chest without anaesthetic.
I am crushed.
I know that it's over and that there is no turning back and I know that it is for the best, but it doesn't mean I'm OK with that or that it's any easier. It was amicable too. Again. This doesn't make it easier.
I have learnt (I always knew, really, but it's times like these that remind me to be grateful) that I have the most incredible support structure. My family is incredible and so giving, my friends have dropped everything to be by my side, complete with a bottle of wine and the person I work with has made me laugh and given me such encouragement that I wouldn't know how to get through work without him.
Each day at a time. It's not even 24 hours yet and yet I feel like it's been 24 years.
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