Tuesday, January 20, 2009

:-)

I'm actually OK... I know that it sounds funny but I am doing a hell of a lot better than I thought I would be.
I think it's because I've been dealing with the fact that we were over for a while now.
I'm really glad things are amicable (well, as amicable as break ups can be) so that really helps. I feel guilty for feeling a little happy but I know that this is for the best and while most think I am devastated I am OK. No denial here, either.

I feel much better and went on a bit of a pampering session after gym this afternoon and had a facial and manicure. I feel all girly and lovely.

I'm focusing on my career, my friends, my family and myself now and I'm realising that that too is just fine :-)

11 comments:

Being Brazen said...

So glad you feeling a bit happier and perkier :)

The Blonde Blogshell said...

It's true what they say BB - every day gets a little easier :-)
Thanks for your love xx

mamastella said...

Brilliant!! xx Go Blondie!

Superficialgirl said...

Happy to hear your feeling better! Pampering def helps whenever you feel blue doesnt it! I always say everything happens for a reason however bad it might seem at the time so just think of it as the start of something amazing! :)

po said...

All this positivity is a good sign!

Peas on Toast said...

...and you're also fabulous which helps too :)
Glad you're managing to keep your head above water dollface xx

Kitty Cat said...

Am pleased to hear the positive Blondie coming back. If you can, would you share why/what happened? In general terms even? Or can't you? Either way, you rock. And I think you should make the most of being single, cos it won't be for that long! Someone will snap you up.

boldly benny said...

Glad you're finding what makes you happy and keeping yourself number 1 xx

Tamara said...

Yay for the smiley-face post.

And for all that you think you've done things ass about face, there are plenty of single people in their late twenties!

Anonymous said...

it's probably a temporary happiness, the sadness will return, then you'll be okay again but every now and then you'll remember a moment and feel sad that it's over.

mylifescape said...

You sounding so positive! Keeping yourself around great friends and being busy is great - but remember to take lots of time for YOU! This is a great time to focus on you and what is important. x